Darn!! It is so cold today that I feel like I don't want to move, especially since some of the things I would do involve going outside - like visiting or doing essentials in the garden!
I finished a bible study this morning. I am always amazed at the bible and what it has to say and usually intend to do more study but then the ordinary stuff needs to get done (like I have a MOUNTAIN of ironing I need to do) and I don't get to find the time.
Lord - I don't want my life just to pass me by unnoticed because of trivia - so would You help me...either to find the exciting path or to appreciate the value of trivia
Friday, 12 November 2010
Saturday, 6 November 2010
Hey ho! Where does life go? Can't believe it is so long sinnce I last wrote!
Just now - wondering what to do about church and growing as a Christian?
I have been going along to a local church with a view to moving there from our current church which is predominantly young people/families. Not that I don't like them but I do so miss having a wider age range of folk around.
It has been so nice to go back to a previous and local church and meet up with people I knew years ago and get involved with a couple of ladies groups so that is an ongoing puzzle with me...God - please will You make it clear to me what is best ...or have I got touse that common sense and reasoning that You blessed me with??
Also - I have been visiting April who had a comparatively successful operation on her leg to restore circulation and to have another pray for her.
This morning - went out for breakfast with a bundle of gals from church. Nice time tho not quite the opportunity to get to know folk a lot since we had a sit down brekky. I tried to make extra effort in the light of trying to decide where to settle.
I always do try to be very interested in people when I am in those situations; making conversation;asking questions and trying to be genuine and animated. I am often surprised tho, at how it isn't always returned. Is that cos some people don't try, can't be bothered to try - or am I just not worth the effort LOL?
I like the person I am and think I am a nice person to have as a friend so I am frequently surprised at how folk don't seem to give back to me. Will maybe make effort to suss that one out...ask someone who doesn't know me so well to tell me the truth!!!!!
Well......it is LATE so I should be going to bed
Just now - wondering what to do about church and growing as a Christian?
I have been going along to a local church with a view to moving there from our current church which is predominantly young people/families. Not that I don't like them but I do so miss having a wider age range of folk around.
It has been so nice to go back to a previous and local church and meet up with people I knew years ago and get involved with a couple of ladies groups so that is an ongoing puzzle with me...God - please will You make it clear to me what is best ...or have I got touse that common sense and reasoning that You blessed me with??
Also - I have been visiting April who had a comparatively successful operation on her leg to restore circulation and to have another pray for her.
This morning - went out for breakfast with a bundle of gals from church. Nice time tho not quite the opportunity to get to know folk a lot since we had a sit down brekky. I tried to make extra effort in the light of trying to decide where to settle.
I always do try to be very interested in people when I am in those situations; making conversation;asking questions and trying to be genuine and animated. I am often surprised tho, at how it isn't always returned. Is that cos some people don't try, can't be bothered to try - or am I just not worth the effort LOL?
I like the person I am and think I am a nice person to have as a friend so I am frequently surprised at how folk don't seem to give back to me. Will maybe make effort to suss that one out...ask someone who doesn't know me so well to tell me the truth!!!!!
Well......it is LATE so I should be going to bed
Thursday, 28 October 2010
It is a constant puzzle to me why God doesn't answer some prayers which seem SO worth answering with the answer I am asking for!
For example, an 80year old friend of mine, April, has been having health problems for a couple of years now. Last week, her daughter and I prayed for her leg which has really poor circulation ever since an operation the previous year and is causing her constant pain. However, today she has gone in for an exploratory exam with a possibility of amputation of her foot if things cannot be resolved. I was SO sure God was going to heal her - for her comfort and also to give her a boost in what faith she has. But no - and I am puzzled.
Father - I KNOW You can heal miraculously and I do bow to Your knowing best but I do find myself wondering why. Help me to keep praying and growing in my faith. Give me the wisdom and compassion to keep encouraging April and beinng a good friend and support to her.
For example, an 80year old friend of mine, April, has been having health problems for a couple of years now. Last week, her daughter and I prayed for her leg which has really poor circulation ever since an operation the previous year and is causing her constant pain. However, today she has gone in for an exploratory exam with a possibility of amputation of her foot if things cannot be resolved. I was SO sure God was going to heal her - for her comfort and also to give her a boost in what faith she has. But no - and I am puzzled.
Father - I KNOW You can heal miraculously and I do bow to Your knowing best but I do find myself wondering why. Help me to keep praying and growing in my faith. Give me the wisdom and compassion to keep encouraging April and beinng a good friend and support to her.
Tuesday, 26 October 2010
It begins
At the age of 51, having been a Chistian for 28 years nonw, I am at a stage of life wondering what God is going to do in me and with me now. If I am honest, I sometimes wonder if I have left it too late to live any sort of bold life for God!
Looking back I remember being a new/young Christian and thinking of what great things I was going to do with and for God. I was enthusiastic annd full of faith. Part of me feels I have let us down - me and God. Yet I know I am somewhat of a perfectionist and know I have to recognise that life up to this point has not been a waste.
Anyway - I have decided to try to keep some record of my thoughts and life as of now and see what emerges. But at this moment, the day calls. Daily life kicks in. There is housework to be done. A friend to visit and things to plant in the garden (tho on a day like this...cloudy and cold, wet and windy, I am not motivated :)
Looking back I remember being a new/young Christian and thinking of what great things I was going to do with and for God. I was enthusiastic annd full of faith. Part of me feels I have let us down - me and God. Yet I know I am somewhat of a perfectionist and know I have to recognise that life up to this point has not been a waste.
Anyway - I have decided to try to keep some record of my thoughts and life as of now and see what emerges. But at this moment, the day calls. Daily life kicks in. There is housework to be done. A friend to visit and things to plant in the garden (tho on a day like this...cloudy and cold, wet and windy, I am not motivated :)
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