At the age of 51, having been a Chistian for 28 years nonw, I am at a stage of life wondering what God is going to do in me and with me now. If I am honest, I sometimes wonder if I have left it too late to live any sort of bold life for God!
Looking back I remember being a new/young Christian and thinking of what great things I was going to do with and for God. I was enthusiastic annd full of faith. Part of me feels I have let us down - me and God. Yet I know I am somewhat of a perfectionist and know I have to recognise that life up to this point has not been a waste.
Anyway - I have decided to try to keep some record of my thoughts and life as of now and see what emerges. But at this moment, the day calls. Daily life kicks in. There is housework to be done. A friend to visit and things to plant in the garden (tho on a day like this...cloudy and cold, wet and windy, I am not motivated :)
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